Afield

2022— current

“Out beyond ideas
of wrongdoing and right doing,
there is a field.
I’ll meet you there.”
-Rumi

Afield is a multi-media project– consisting of paintings, drawings, sculpture and a forthcoming book of poetry– that center on the agency, vitality and mystery of other animals. The work derives drawings and written documentation of artistic research that I conducted in 2022 at four sites of human-animal interaction in Sweden. The animal subjects of the works are all individuals encountered at the sites, and while the human is not visible in the works, the human gaze is implied. Using ambiguity to evoke the specific quality of each animal’s presence, Afield creates a contemplative space for viewers to engage with questions, rather than answers, about what it means to care for and care about the lives of other animals through proximity and distance. 


A ring

Site 4: Conservation ringing station

These paintings were made in response to my experience volunteering at a migratory bird conservation station, which “rings” wild birds. This means capturing and securing a metal ring around the ankles of migratory song birds. This practice of “ringing” or “banding” wild birds is ubiquitous across ornithology and conservation efforts. I experienced the act as one of force and focus on the bird as specimen, not as individual clearly communicating her fear and lack of consent.

Your name is a verb / mistaken for a noun
2022-2024
68” X 48”
Oil on fabric

Description: In “birding” circles, there is this heightened attention to naming birds. A name can be a gesture of attention and care; but it can also become an objectifying use of language. Here, I am honoring a specific species of bird, a house martin, a bird considered too common for consideration by others at the conservation station, but one whom I marveled at for hours, watching their strength and surrender in the wind. When I would sketch them, I practiced letting their name go, and instead being filled completely by their beauty, brimming over in utter awe of their magic and might.

 

Behold / belove / be let go
2022-2024
48” X 66”
Oil on fabric

 
 
 

Your name is a shawl / intentionally woven with holes 
2022-2024
62” X 48”
Oil on fabric

 

Because your beauty / will always run / through my fingers / like water
2022-2024
48" X 90"
Oil on fabric

 
 

House Martin held / to be ringed
2022-2024
12” X 13”
Oil on panel

 
 

Blue tit held / to be ringed
2022-2024
13” X 11”
Oil on panel

 
 

Robin / being ringed
2022-2024
12” X 13”
Oil on panel

 
 

Barn owl held / to photograph, after being ringed
2022-2024
13” X 11”
Oil on panel